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I need more time! More brain cells! And more cash!
For some reason I feel pissed beyond words at those J1s who said aj is a mugger school.
If its that mugger then you come for what? Keep complaining this and that, well, if you had tried a little harder during your O levels, then you probably could go somewhere else, aint it right?

Since you made your choice, you jolly well pay attention in class and do your work.
You think come JC everyday is party isit? You think your As grow on the money plant in Ohana isit?
Or you think you very smart? Oh wait, if you were really the top elite, then you would have gone somewhere else, right? You think the cream of the crop would be where they were if they didnt study? Utter rubbish.

Grow up and get a life! Would you rather suffer now temporarily or live with regret for the rest of your life getting some shitty grades that cant get you into any decent course in Uni, then proceed on to get some lousy job with low pay and continue to wallow in misery, lamenting on why didnt you studied more in JC. While people you called muggers are now high flyers with many people looking up at, leading a lifestyle they can choose.

Think about it. GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Thursday is seriously not my day

I swear I can feel whats in store for me once I complete my A levels.
Its like I can already feel every particle in my body vibrating with energy once I think about what I can get to do after my A levels.
Of course all these feelings are momentarily dashed by the single word, Army.
But I think I'll manage to preservere.

Tons of things are coming down and I hope I can manage all of them properly without neglecting anyone of them.
I kind of hope I'll have more time after my competition in April. After which I should be promptly going into isolation together with all my beloved notes and my TYS.

School has been really draining due to a lousy time table. And tues and thurs are like milestones in the week.

The skin on my palm decided to peel off after playing monkey bars and now I can only bath with one hand, which is really quite difficult.
Its really hard to soap my back and wash my face using only one hand.

Ok. Enough procrastination, back to applications of differentiation and chemistry!

oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAO, and to your bro too!

Post CNY review on weight lost program

Prior to the weight lost program mentioned in the previous post, after 3 days of SOME abstinance and determination, after a considerable amount of pineapple tarts and significant amount of the heavenly chocolate, I LOST A TOTAL OF ONE HUNDRED GRAMS =)
So I guess I met my target!

And mum once again, went crazy over reunion dinner because Uncle was coming and out did herself and cooked a meal fit for I think 20 people when there are only 8 people in total.

All the aunts and uncles were chionging Black jack as usual.

V-Day! <3

V-Day this year was quite enjoyable. Loads of people gave me stuffs that I did not expect. Especially the girls. I bet all of them were touched even if by the least bit that the guys bothered to buy roses and dedicate a small note of love to them. It felt good to see them look surprise and appreciative on that day. I am quite happy, got damn lots of cookies to munch on! Many thanks to them!

X-Country

X country was a  nightmare as well as a regret. JC2 boys made history by running the XC TWICE in a row due to some human error.
And before even I started to warm up properly and test my limits, I had a goddamn splitting stitch. I thought I was going to die, the chest was damn tight and my sides felt like it was going to tear open. And thus, EVERYBODY zoomed pasted me. -_-
I had it throughout the whole race. I couldnt even run properly. I had to walk the whole thing. I felt like I was the most worthless person then.
Damn a lot of shame to see people you know looking at you walk, I think it was sort of like a male-competitive thing. Like cannot afford to lose to anybody, not a least to some pain in the abs that just would not go away no matter what.

And so I felt ultra depressed after walking back from the XC. But appreciated that many people tried to make me feel better by saying that it was not my fault. But I felt like I was partly at fault that the stitch developed. I must have done something or ate some stuffs that caused it.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I really wanted to run.


CNY gathering

Today marks the day of traveling around SG! First we went to some super ulu place at Hougang-Serangoonish area.
Then we arrived at a Hougangish area.
Then we traveled to Sembawang area.
Then mrted and bused to Bukit panjang
Finally dining at Choa Chu Kang!

Haha. It was really enjoyable! Love all those ang baos and new year goodies. Super finger licking with special mention to yx house's gourmet bak gua and rae's house tom yam hei bi ham. They were all unstoppable and kept talking to me to ask me to eat them. haha

WooHoo! CNY is coming! Cant wait to go visiting. Not to mention the amount the of ang baos I am going to collect.
Didnt really manage to get enough new clothes for the new year though. Not enough time to go shop for them.
Actually I feel that taking a holiday during this period would really be nice.

Like go to some beach where you can escape from aunties exclaiming how slim you have gotten or how their memory of me stops at secondary 3 or if I have got any secret girlfriend for just one year would really be nice. Imagine pristine beaches with shady coconut trees and gentle rays. Shiok.

Unfortunately, there is CHEMISTRY SPA right after CNY and chem SDL to do ;(
And there is BIOLOGY SPA tml. ;((

And they are finally willing to address the problem. I dont know if I should just say whatever I have been feeling or just keep quiet to listen to what others say. Perhaps I am rather tired of all these politics stuffs and letting them get into the way of my studies, occupying a large amount of my time thinking. I am just not ready to devote myself into such stuffs in comparison to my secondary school days where I felt, I had sunk too deep into.

I'll just see what happens next.
And I made a FIRM resolution, NO, ABSOLUTELY NO, okay la, maybe minimal amount of new year goodies are going into my mouth.
I had have enough of feeling shame and humiliation every PE lessons where the TAF people had to report and run a bloody long 25 minutes. I must have ran more than 20 rounds each week!

And I am not going to hide the fact that I am 1.3 kg away from getting out of TAF. I will and I must do it!
No pineapple tarts, no love letters, no ba kwa, no crysanthamun tea, no green tea, no sugee cookies, no candies, no everything!
I hope I can have enough determination to do it.

And I sincerely hope from the bottom of my heart that Zi Ang can lose more weight faster, its for the sake of his health.

GO GO GO! ALE ALE ALE!

JC2 life has been getting back on track!
Its finally beginning to feel like school instead of hell despite the torturous timetable.

NAPFA training has been progressing really well with the help of friends. friends really play a big part in anybody's life. its like they subconciously mold you into what you are today and they more or less affect the way you act or think. And I feel like JC has been a whole lot easier to endure and a whole lot more enjoyable with them. I hope that we'll always be in contact even after we leave onto different paths in life.

Come to think of it, everybody has a different path for them. Sooner or later, everyone will have to split up. People like Rachel et al will probably go into some maths related stuffs. Golden Girl/ Boy will probably make it really far in life with an astonishing amount of determination and preserverance. Valerie et al will be those artsy futsy people just like my sister. Felicia et al will most likely venture into something with very good job prospect. Timo et al will probably do bio.

What about me????????????????????????????
omg. sian diao.

I dont seem to have like a long-er goal in life. I need some time to myself for that.
Sometimes being alone is quite good for self development and growth.
I do enjoy individual moments alone. where I can really think.
I think I am the sort of person who likes to think ferociously.

And re-think the stuffs that I have thought again.
Thinking FERCIOUSLY is really good for the brain!
It makes you feel the wonder of how the mighty brain works!
It makes me feel really smart ;D quite the contratry to when I am in school when i'm feeling dull and lost most of times.

Meanwhile, ENDURANCE AND EXCELLENCE IS GOING TO BE MY MOTTO FOR THE MOST OF THIS YEAR IN PREPARATION FOR THE OMEGA STRESSFUL A LEVELS!!!!!!!!! ;D

TGIF!

I am damn tired from school. Sometimes I feel like banging my head onto the wall especially on thursday where surviving it meant a milestone in my life.

Had some NAPFA training today and went to the school's new gym! It was kind of exciting because I never went into there before.
BUT. only 2 people ( me and rae ) were mentally strong enough to stay on. The rest pang sei-ed like nobody's business after 10 minutes.
MIND over BODY my friends!

And I had my virgin experience of squash! It was not that bad, although not as easy as it seems. I kept missing the small black rubber ball! I feel very, VERY inferior to bao.Keep on laughing at me. haha. I will play more!

And I finally played badminton! Gosh. The feeling of touching the racket was real good. Like reconnecting with an old friend. And although I got trashed by Bao, I am determined to train more, doing it the proper way.

School's really straining me. But I know I'll just have to move aint I?
I cant expect the world to stop turning because of me, can I?

I may just want to change my address suddenly!
isnt it like the fad to change addresses frequently?

Had tuition just now. Was discussing with tutor about A lvls. I have to start NOW!
People reading this, I need your CONSTANT NAGGING AND SUPPORT FOR MY A LEVELS.
I need somebody to push me!
A levels
A levels
A levels

Away with the old year!
Its finally 2008!

2007 as really an eventful year. Loads of stuffs happened with I think has helped me grow a lot and learn a lot.
Such as not being lead by emotions and making the correct choice during my JAE.

Learning to cope with people who are self centered, hungry for power, odd, selfish, hypocritical, backstabbers, gossipers, and people who like to worsen the situation. Its all thanks to these people that I managed  to make the most of 2007, making me feel very satisfied.

And its also thanks to these people that I managed to find myself with friends whom I know will go through thick and thin with me!

Resolutions and wishes to the new year are not a lot, mostly are not for myself, but for the people I care:

1) Less shouting and screaming in the house
2) Hope that sister can get a better job and a man for herself. She looks kinda un-loved...
3) Help my friends get through when the going gets tough
4) I must work hard and not regret for As
5) At least a 3rd position in Wushu competition
6) Everybody I care for can be happy at least for most of the day =)

I think the holiday bug bit my parents real hard this time round.
They were on leave again and this time we went to Bintan!

The Bintan trip wasnt exactly as fun nor relaxing as anticipated.
The whole island is evil. The place that we stayed at only had restaurants and so we had no choice but to eat there for our first meal which costs ZERO POINT NINE SIX MILLION DOLLARS. omg. can you imagine that? And the worst part was, the food sucked and the service was a nightmare.

They completely forgot our orders and everytime we asked if our order was ready, they would reply " On the Way Sir..." wth. And after we persisted, we found out that they had forgotten clean of our orders! And I am not exactly Mr Jolly when I am very hungry.

Then the whole place that we stayed at charged over $500 000 for taxi rides into the towns and city. Obviously we're not very happy about it right? Its like the island is designed to suck the singapore dollars from your wallets and credit cards. All the taxi rides costs a bomb. Even a 10 minutes ride to some neighboring village costs $48 000! Astonishing dont you think?

And you might think that beach was the highlight? Nooooooooooooooo! The beach was polluted by small specks of oil! yucks la. can you imagine? Small specks of oil lying around so that you can step on them and stay there stubbornly, refusing to be washed off. And some ang-mohs still didnt know that and forlicked happily on the beach, leaving with mysterious black spots all over their body.


But I think the good part was the waves that the beach has. The waters are really quite clean and tastes a bit sweet surprisingly! And the whole family were amused by hermit crabs that we caught!

The whole beach was littered by them! And they're awfully cute too!



 

It was thinking whether or not it should come out from its shell....


I like this the most, the shell is very geometric...



Its trying to escape!!!



All hiding from the clutches of my dad...haha. he kept flicking them around...



The beach! Looks very relaxing-scenic right?



Nicee!!



More beach...



Dad and me!


And to end the day spectaculary;


LOL. random ppl I caught on camera that my cousin was shouting at cos they were apparently spoiling the secenery...and the funniest thing was, we met them in them in the lift the following day...

Rain drops keep falling on my head!!!!!!!

Its as if the heavens have opened an opening in the sky, water is cascading, not raining down.
Water prices must be at a new low levels. You know, how supply exceeds demands and hence, the commodity is cheap.
Sigh. I absolutely hate it when it is raining. It feels as though happiness and bright cheery days have been all washed away into the gutters.

But what to do? If I had powers, I'll zap everyday into sunshine filled days. That kind of days with golden fields of padi, azure blue skies as background and you are right in the middle, soaking in everything! Of course, there would be the occasional rains but not like these few days where it rains NON STOP.

Mum complains that her clothes refuses to dry and almost wanted to place a ban on the house, everybody can only bathe once every 2 days.

Being at home these few days had me thinking about some stuffs. Mostly fantasizing really.
Imagine being a rock star! That would be totally awesome! Not that kind of school bands where almost every pitch is off key/tune, but the real kind! Every time I listen to Bleach Openings, I feel inspired to be someone musical!

I am quite determined to learn how to play at least one musical instrument. Like guitar or something like that. Piano got no money to buy =(
and I doubt myself for having the perserverance to learn.

Right now, I've got not enough time to dedicate to piano. Seeing people play tunes on piano, er hu, guitar, drums whatever makes me feel like something is stirring from within. Like I was meant to play music! haha. maybe just a delusion of some sort, but, I do feel like developing my musical self.

Maybe everyone is musically inclined in some way or another, just that they did not develop it fully and then lose it half way in the growing years. I must have re-awoken my musical self! My natural musical composing/playing self that was meant to emerge since my very birth!

Maybe I was born to charm the world by my tunes, grip the nations with my explosive playing style and shock the masses with my ingeniuty in music acheivements.

Maybe the Yong Siew Toh Conservatory of Music was meant to have my name in the P.H.D of classical musical list.

Maybe I was meant to be scheduled to perform at the Esplanade this Christmas.

Maybe I was meant to become someone in musical textbooks, with millions playing the tunes that I have composed, and millions using my compositions as background music!

Maybe I was all that and more....

*zapppp* A green light just transported me back from fantasy to reality, with the rationalised thinking and sensible actions.
Oh well. Back to homework! =)

I need more time!

I've just come to realised something, as we grow older, yes, no doubt we meet new people, but we leave lots of others behind.

Its like before that we've promised not to ever lose contact of one another and how we'll always meet up and stuffs, but all that never seems to happen! I dont know if its just me or the same thing is happening to the rest of the people around me.

But looking back at this year has made me felt that I have lose some friends that were dear to me and have of course gained new ones.
 
Is it always going to be like that? Constantly losing old ones only to be replaced by new ones? Yes, of course there are still some friends that belong in the tight circle that I think we will be friends forever. But how about those leaving? 

This feeling is kind of wierd. I am not so sure if I am to feel sad or feel sorry for myself becourse I cant keep my friends by my side. Doesnt anybody feel like that?

Like buddies during secondary school suddenly turns into complete strangers one we split up and go into different schools. I have often wondered how my life will turn out if I had gone into that school instead, or the other one. 

Sigh. AJ is like 1000000 million miles away from everybody, its hard not to be detached from some of them, while being immersed in my own activities at AJ. 

Sometimes, I hate that I didnt devote enough time or piority into salvaging the friendship.

I just need more time to sort things out! 

Meanwhile, not to be too carried away by all the emo-ness, its going to time for some CHRISTMAS!
Whee! I will and I must celebrate it. But I dont know what to do. Everybody is like expecting me to come up with some fabulous plan for Christmas. But the truth is, I have got none! Sian~ Some peeps want to go on potluck, but venue?
Then I want to go and steamboat and then later go walk walk or something.

oh well, back to homework. I really need school to keep my mind off all these emo-ness crap.

oh ya, I MUST GET GOLD FOR NEXT YEAR'S COMPETITION!

Back from Wushu chalet!
It was awesome except for some minor things during the BBQ night and the fact that it rained the whole day for the third day which cost us the pula ubin trip! Damn!

But, I got to know everyone a whole lot better, felt that the team spirit rised significantly which is very important for competition coming up next year, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, that person didnt come at all! It totally made my days.

And most unexpected of all, someone found a new love herself. =)


Well, back to reality feels kinda depressing and feels like I have contracted some terminal illness.
I must chiong my holiday homework!! groan.

Finally, like after a million and one years, the family is together again for a vacation!
Purely us alone! No irritating little kids, no time wasting aunties, no silly trips to some tea factories!

Its was good family bonding, but maybe 6 whole days stuck together was way too much to handle.
But nonetheless, it was the first free and easy trip I've been to! So, no complains!

Hong Kong is really like what the advertisements on TV claim to be, buy, eat, buy, eat, buy, eat.
It wasnt really the ideal holiday, HK is like forever rushing around, theres simply TOO MANY people here and there and everywhere, knocking shoulders are common.

They are so efficient that waiting 10 mins for you to order your meal makes them go "TSK!" Mom was particulary stressed when it comes to meal times. The food gets served in like a flash and gets cleared in a flash.

Its very city-ish. Everywhere theres cars and there is something happening at every corner.



Look at the glorious food!!!!!! hard not to get FAT!



The desserts are SHIOK. Please take a good look at all those golden mangos!!!!!!!!!


And the best part is, I MANAGED TO SNEAK INTO THE GREYHOUND(dog) RACING COURSE IN HK!!!

And of course, I bet $10 on my dog, called some Lucky Fortune and IT WAS FIRST IN THE RACE. FIRST OKAY.
AND SO THE EXTREMELY EXCITED DAD WENT TO COLLECT THE MONEY THAT I WON.
AND I WON...............................DEEP BREADTH...............................eighty cents. end of story.  =)



Seeing this just makes me hungry all over again!






Last but not least, family photo taken at Victoria Peak, stunning scenery...

Just came back from class chalet!

Although we were only the usual ones staying over, but nonetheless, it was every bit as fun as I imagined it would be.
Also, I got to know some of the living habits of some people, like xf, who has a OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) that makes her have low tolerance to dirt and grime, I cant imagine how she survived camps. haha

And Timo, who is by the way, permanently sleepy.
WJ and Rae, who seem to get mysteriously high together over the smallest things after 12 am.
YX who has a quirk for waking at 5am to bath for god-knows-what-reason.
BW who unfortunately, never stops talking even when she is asleep, trying to tell Rae some story that I am sure would be exciting if anyone could make out what she is saying.
Last but not least, this ONE DOLLAR "crystal/water babies" that provided everybody countless hours of engagement deciding whether or not it was alive.
And the mysterious person who snores damn loud, although I didnt hear anything.

And of course, there are bound to be disappointments, the feeling's  kinda like those times when as a child, your parents promised you something that you have been waiting for so long, and then suddenly, they break their promise and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it except to accept it quietly. yeah, I guess that couldnt have been avoided neither can it be solved in anyway. So, the best is to just leave it alone.

And the lamest thing was, nobody brought any camera! -_-
And I saw tons of familiar people. Juniors talking about me etc etc.


Hopefuly we'll have it next year again!

Right now, the family's packing for a holiday!!! Whoopee! =)

I am FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE at long last and I want to....................................................uh oh, waaaait a minute, I AM BORED!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, the last few days have been a total bore. All I have been doing is to watch my beloved anime, BLEACH and kind of rot at home.
Why am I not enjoying my holidays?? BAH. I hate this feeling. Its almost as though I still have something left over from school and its kind of bugging me big time.

So right now, I CANT WAIT FOR LECTURES ON NATIONAL INCOME ACCOUNTING TO START!
lol. I feel a weird sense of immense satisfaction typing the word lecture. lecture. lecture. lecture.

But, fear not, I keep telling myself, for the class chalet is coming up, together with the family chalet, and the overseas trip back to back for the whole of November. yeah. some action at last. So i guess its back to Crunchy Roll.

I guess I cant keep still. Or like I suffer from hyperactive-ness or like maybe I need 10 year series to subdue me perhaps an occasional quiz may keep me from running down the school hallway screaming DONG FANG BI LI ROCKS!!!!

Anyway, I have been reading this book, Sophie's World, its a novel on the history of philosophy.
Its a really great but hard to comprehend book.
For instance it talks about the origin of matter.

We all know that matter are made up of molecules and molecules are made up of atoms and atoms are made up of elements and elements are constituted from protons, neutrons and electrons.

But, where do all these protons, neutrons and electrons come from?
They cant simply come from no where can they? So what are they made of?

More importantly, can something come from nothing?
Its just like space, where does it come from? yeah, we know its expanding, but to where? who makes it? how does it form? what is it made of? etc etc etc philosophilical questions that man thought of, but till now have no answer.

Is there "someone" out there? We certainly know that neither Jesus nor Buddha created the universe, because they are real living people, so then who did all these stuffs?

And are there really such things as souls?

And who said that by combining all these elements in such precise proportions that constitutes a human, or cow, or insect?

Most importantly, WHO DICTATES? and what is your/my purpose in life?

I really hope that someday I will get an answer.

If not, its kind of weird to have lived your whole life ignorant to the greater things in this world. People whom blindly try to top the class, get scholarships, get a great job with a nice fat paycheck. Work work work, marry, have kids, save some money for retirement and then just die away and nobody will really remember you.

there should really be a new word invented for people like me.
because there's EMO TEENS for people, especially girls who have nothing to do


okay....
I AM BORED AGAIN.

*Meow*

There's a baby cat recently that decided to live around the void deck and fields downstairs of my house.
Its DARN cute, and when it looks at you with those eyes, my heart just kind of turns fuzzy and warm.

The best part is, when it sees people, it rushes up towards them and sorts of nuzzle gently between your legs. If your friendly, it then proceeds to rub its entire body between your shins, eventually lying on your feet with its belly. It makes hearts melt.

It lets you rub its head, stroke its body, tickle its chin and run its belly and it always closes its eyes in content.

You know, when you're facing a really bad day with anger mixed with pangs of guilt and regret, and nothing seems more comforting then seeing something so small and fragile and yet, has the ability to make your whole body quiver with warmth and emotional satisfaction.

It soothes the raging monster within, turning stormy weather into sunlit days with pearly white clouds against a dazzling blue sky. And perhaps a kite in the background to complete the picture.

Yes, I do believe that small, gentle and fragile animals are able to sense one's mood. The cat has savaged several foul moods of mine and brightened up many of my days as I scratch its ears.

I want to have a pet cat or a pet dog!
sigh.

I miss the cat already. It tried to play catching with me today when I rubbed its belly. =)
awwwww.

Okay. I have been thinking about this matter for some time already, but always lack that extra motivation to blog it down.
Today, being an extremely monotonous day apart from heart stopping moments when collecting promo papers back and the sighting of an eye candy, not to forget deep resentment from doing PW, I have decided to blog about it!

Conscious

I have absolutely no idea what to categorize it under, so I just call it the Deep Down and Out There (DPOT).
It came suddenly into my mind one day, *pop* and the idea just came and kind of got stuck there ever since. Its kind of parasitic since I have become increasingly obsessed with it.

Dont you think that Conscious is a funny thing? You certainly feel concious now, dont you? That is you are aware constanly that are alive, breathing, fat, smelly, ugly or whatever. But, have you ever thought about how you would have felt if you were not born into this world? *pauses, widen eyes and holds breadth for dramatic effect*

There are of course moments in life when you feel that you feel nothing, staring meaninglessly into the space, but, you are fully aware that you are doing so, arent you? So, in short, how, exactly, does it feel if you were not even born in the first place?

I really dont know how to put this down in words. But its something that I have been playing around in my mind for quite some time now. How then, would you know if you are not even born?

And what is exactly the purpose of us, coming into the world then, given that we have this Conscious thing. For what, or for whom have we been borned? Okay, this totally deviates from my normal self of happy-go-lucky. Its freak-ish. But, hey, doesnt it makes sense to think about such stuffs? To find a purpose?

I refuse, as in, STRONGLY, VIOLENTLY object to the purpose of us being alive is to be good students,  studying in order to have a good job, stable income, blah blah blah. Its crap, all part of some conspiracy, propaganda by you-know-who.

*Takes in a huge mouth of air and breathes out slowly*  okay. I doubt that I'll ever get the answer in my living life ever. Perhaps everything would be clear once we die? Perhaps the after life is something new and fresh for us to experience; that we'll get the answers we have thats been bugging our puny minds since birth. Or maybe death will just feel like a long slumber with the snooze button on the alarm pressed down permanently. Who knows? The dead dont talk. Ghosts are pretty much tight mouths too.

Its Jessie TOE's birthday! or at least, it WAS her birthday. The computer decided to throw an unexpected tantrum at me, making me EXTREMELY woeful for the past few days because of PW (Pointless Work), WR's deadline coming up as well as I & R's draft coming up.

So, HAPPY BELATED SEVENTEEN JESSIE TOE!!!!!



See? We're all oogled. Topshop has this Mac computer that takes really cool pictures! We spent like 20mins playing it



I just realised that both Jess and Cas not only rhyme but they both have the same side fringe! Haha



I like this photo.... kinda like pencil sketch drawing. Nice.



This is WAYYYYYYYYY awesome. haha!

These are just 4/300 photos we took that day. In order to avoid the computer from dying of exhaustion from uploading, only 4 was uploaded.


Oh yeah, HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN TO WANJING, VERON, SI YING AND TIMO!!!!!!!

Gosh, loads if people have their birthdays on Oct, dont they?
Cas's is also in Oct... going to have a headache on what to buy for her again! cakes with worms? worms with cakes?ahhhhh....i cant seem to find the photo that had worms in her cake.


Anyway, getting results back tml. my stomach already feels like its churning non-stop. And on top of that, Val divulged that there are going to be a few retainees in the class according to Ms Hu. Damn.

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hiaz. what to do...but i didnt think that our class would have any retainees judging from the level of seriousness and hardwork our class had put in. I hope for the best.

My mood has been ruined. =(

Today we had a class outing! (attendance 7/25, lol)

Like I always stress and emphasize upon, its the quality not the quantity that matters most during gatherings with friends and loved ones, right?

So the main highlights of that day was DONUT Q-ING! and Steamboat!

Donut Q-ing was fantastic, since the queue was rather short, we all got our donuts in under 20 minutes, which made my day =)
And the double chocolate was da bomb I tell you, freshly baked out of the oven and soft and fluffy, with chocolate fillings overflowing.
*groans*  It was totally out of the world. Should have bought a few more.


 Look at all those elated pictures. I cant help but notice Bao's little pinkie sticking out, makes her look like some queen/princess.


Erh, i take back everything I said in the previous photo. look at HER MOUTH! There was chocolate everywhere, mouth, hands, cheeks, arm, even her shoulder! lol. I only gave her a gentle nudge, like those you feel when you use MSN nudge function =)


Then realised that we had too much time on our hands and thus we decided to go to carre four to slowly spend our time there.
And have made a new conclusion about our class, we are the best procrastinator in the world. We do what we did best at carre four- wasting time away.

We went around sampling strawberries, ham, sausages. Then we, ok, or rather I went around hugging pillows. Then went to play some piano. So we spent like more than an hour plus plus there are headed out for the grand finale, STEAMBOAT!


Bao, the donut eating princess took this...



I think Yi Xuan looks like a little boy in this photo. And the most important thing, he looks SHORT!  *  BWAHAHAHAHAA*

WooHoo! I was rather impressed at Yi Xuan who displayed his subconcious talent of crab chopping right on the spot with Timo's skillful art of washing all those squishy intestine down the drain. haha. BUT. BUT. I played the most important of the day, I put CHINESE HERBS into the soup, ok.

Tai Mei and Bao, doing what they do second best to procrastinating, taking self shots.

You should know that CHINESE HERBS are good for your body, they are full of what-ever-you-call-them. And they all tell me I put too much. lol. I was thinking of them. Cos after exams, the brain surely must be devoid of cells, arent they?



Spot the bumblebee!!!!! Is yellow in fashion? I laughed my ass when i saw Xinfang. oops.


So I had to replenish those empty skulls. Hiaz. Next time when they get their As, they will all come back to me, saying that I was right all along to throw in a whole plate of red dates, some bamboo thing and some roots thing.


Groupie! I cant see timo's eyes!!! Are they closed or open?!?!?

At the end of it, we were all sticky and we smelt strongly of the charred remains on our table. We just had to grab some cold drinks and deserts and headed our way back to town to eat deserts!



Tai Mei's long arms managed to capture all our faces and Bao's sexy lips while waiting for the bus. But her face is kinda over exposed. I like this picture...



On the bus. again it was Tai Mei who took the picture. Didnt realised her arms were that long. Must be due to all those stretching during her CO days as a Celloist or however you spell it.



And on the bus, Tai Mei and Bao just couldnt resist each other's charm and decided to heck all passengers on board the bus and smooched to their hearts content. Tsk Tsk Tsk. PDA (public Display of Affection)

End of day.

At the end of it, I was rather contented with the outing, I felt that it was quite a successful as it was really enjoyable and not as quiet as I thought it would be. We shared some feelings and thoughts that were unanimous and I think that helped greatly in our bonding of our friendship. I hope that this friendship would continue to blossom as we continue on in life and not simply stop at "makan buddies"

Strengthening friendships make me feel a sort of weird and small but nevertheless significant happiness that is very hard to describe. It makes people feel oddly content. =D

" And now, let us step out into the night and pursue that flighty temptress, adventure "